Your first name of Sadeirra has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Your close friends are few. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.