Your first name of Sadisha contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Although you are a kind person and are very desirous of association and friendship, you are really quite shy. Although mentally quick and intuitive in recognizing the thoughts and feelings of others, you experience a lack of fluency in verbal expression in responding. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. Your fondness for rich food lacking in nourishment, compounds your problems. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have.