Your first name of Saecilia has given you an eagerness for knowledge and an intense desire to do something worthwhile in life. You crave to be understood and appreciated, but your aloofness and self-contained nature often rebuff the affection and love you so much desire. It is rather difficult for you to express your deeper thoughts and feelings unless you are very sure you will not be misunderstood. You are drawn to conversations in which you can learn something new. You could be exceptionally brilliant in any subject that holds your interest. You experience self-consciousness and discomfort in association whenever it seems to be nothing but meaningless chitchat and sociability. You suffer inner turmoil and moods at times especially when you feel misunderstood, and being extremely sensitive, you are easily hurt and offended. Although you appear aloof to others, a loner with few close friends, there are times when you would give anything to be spontaneous and natural, rather than guarded and reserved. At times, you may be subject to insomnia through an inability to relax. Many people do not realize that you have a depth to your nature resulting from having thought a lot about life in many facets.
