Your first name of Saeesha has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, then your desire to please brings out your best. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You love children and could enjoy teaching. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.