Your first name of Safsaf contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. There are many things you would like to do. You are not robust because your inner nervous tension saps your vitality. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.
