Your first name of Saidashiwa has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You enjoy surprises to a degree, yet it is difficult for you to adjust quickly. Although you can be thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, you prefer to avoid technical, mathematical work. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, then your desire to please brings out your best. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.