Your first name of Saidiya creates an intense desire for association with people and new experiences, many of which have been rather bitter. Your name creates two conflicting natures. Farther fields look greener to you and you find it hard to finish what you have started. There is much confusion under this name, and your moods will fluctuate from one extreme to the other. One side desires placidity, relaxation, and social activities, while the other side longs for change and travel, and opportunities that allow you to be creative and independent from all routine and interference. You make the effort to communicate with others because you place importance on having people like you. However, this name does not allow you to complete your undertakings, as farther fields always look greener. Talking comes easily to you, but you must guard against your inclination to talk too much, especially if you are overstressed. You are too open to suggestion, and thus you could become involved in detrimental associations which could lead you into by-paths of thrill-seeking or emotional indulgence. While you do have a quick, clever mind, the tensions and limitations this name places upon your happiness and success in life far outweigh the benefits.