Your first name of Saintamise has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You cry easily despite your efforts to control this sensitivity. You may find some expression but it would usually be light conversation, rarely daring to reveal your deeper thoughts or take others into your confidence for fear of criticism or ridicule. You can so thoroughly be absorbed in a novel that you do not hear what is going on around you. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. Being self-conscious you do not like to be the centre of attention, yet you would like to be more expressive, outgoing, and spontaneous. You could be drawn to the mysteries of life, religious or philosophical concepts, to the arts, music, or the theatre. Gently falling rain, the wind in the willows, the sounds of birds, dappled sunlight through the trees in a forest, many expressions of nature reach your imagination and help to build a sense of harmony within. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person.