Your first name of Samarinde has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.