Your first name of Sanjega has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.