Your first name of Sarizan contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. Your fondness for rich food lacking in nourishment, compounds your problems. Although you are a kind person and are very desirous of association and friendship, you are really quite shy. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. There are many things you would like to do. You must guard against intense moods of depression and the tendency, at times, to be secretive. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have.