Your first name of Senbakam has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. You appreciate music, art, and drama and if given training, could excel in those fields. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.