Your first name of Sendama has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. Your close friends are few. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.