Your name of Shani-Eva has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. You are interested in the deeper aspects of life and invariably are attracted to mystery, the occult, and religious concepts. Others find it a challenge to get to know you and although you want affection, friendship, and understanding, your aloof, shy qualities rebuff the attention of others. You find companionship in novels and can become so absorbed in your reading that you are unaware of what is going on around you. You are deeply moved by the beauties of life, especially nature. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. You tend to be secretive and noncommittal about private matters, yet at times you will talk effusively in order to hide your self-consciousness or to lead others away from personal subjects. A quiet walk in the outdoors, where you can listen to the sounds of nature, the wind in the trees, the lapping of water against a shoreline, the chirping of the birds, which become your companions, allow you to experience peace and freedom. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.
