The name of Si-Yun has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. As you are intuitive to the thoughts and feelings of others, you seldom experience the tranquility that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. There are times when you are outgoing and cosmopolitan, and other times when you become reflective and aloof, drawing away from association with others. You seldom express your deeper thoughts for fear of being ridiculed or your meaning misconstrued. You must fight against self-consciousness and insecurity. When life becomes too routine and monotonous, you look for ways to create variety. You would give away your last dollar if you felt it would help someone in need. Sometimes it is difficult for you to face life’s realities with their hardships, stress, and turmoil and you often find yourself combating fears of the future and the aspects of life that appear mysterious. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.
