Your first name of Sidheswari gives you an independent, serious, reticent, and studious nature. In fact, others find it challenging to understand you as you do not reveal your innermost thoughts unless you are completely comfortable in your friendships. This name does not offer naturalness of expression, and as it is too serious an influence, it should be changed. You have sensitivity and appreciation for the finer and deeper things of life, the beauties of nature, music, art, and literature. This name has caused you to live much within yourself. You are a thoughtful, analytical person, and you know your own mind, even though you may not speak it. You take seriously any responsibilities that you have—in the home, in the community, or at a job. You can express your thoughts best in writing, and you express your appreciation of others through little acts of service rather than verbally. It has created separateness from others and loneliness in your life. Worry and mental depression could be problems in your life.