Your first name of Sidhisha has given you energy, drive, and ambition, but also an almost excessively strong-willed and independent nature. You often feel you could have achieved even better results. Because of the restless qualities within your first name, it is very often difficult for you to find pleasure in ordinary congeniality. If, for some reason, you cannot carry out your plans, you can experience deep moods of depression. Exploring new areas on your own, or with a few close friends, holds definite appeal and offers a constructive outlet for your restless energy. Your love for others is shown more in your loyalty and sense of fair play rather than in any overt demonstrations of love and affection. It makes you self-sufficient and self-reliant. Lavish displays of emotion tend to embarrass you, making you feel self-conscious and inadequate. This name spoils relaxation and contentment, the mental qualities necessary for good health. While you are creative, inventive, and ingenious in practical matters, and always ready to initiate and promote new undertakings, you often experience difficulty in bringing your undertakings to a successful conclusion because of your own changing interests or changing circumstances.