Your first name of Sidokya has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.