Your first name, Siilan, creates an independent, determined, and persevering nature. You prefer to develop your own business or work in areas where you have a degree of authority and freedom from restrictions, preferably outdoors. You gain satisfaction from the pursuit of active undertakings using your abilities to improvise and create in a physical way. Sometimes you are too forceful with those who mean the most to you and misunderstandings arise because you find it a challenge to understand the nuances of feelings and needs of sensitive natures. You desire to work on your own or at least where you are making your own decisions. You feel awkward and embarrassed because you recognize your verbal restrictions in not being able to be as diplomatic, sympathetic, and solicitous, as others would like. This name causes you to suffer with self-consciousness in new situations and an inability to be diplomatic when situations warrant. You appreciate a simple life. You enjoy outdoors activities with a few close friends. This name causes weaknesses to the senses of the head.
