The name of Sijie creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. You dislike crowds and prefer solitude, or experiences shared with only a few close friends. The ability to concentrate intensely for a short time enables you to accomplish quickly whatever you undertake. The outdoors often acts as a panacea for times when you feel distraught and pressured. However, you prefer to avoid routine, monotony, and menial tasks. Yet, even out in nature, you cannot just stop and relax, but need to be active in some way such as canoeing, hiking, fishing, climbing, in order to provide an outlet for your restless energy. It is a struggle, for there are times when you would like to stop and be peaceful and to while away the hours, but then you start thinking of the time being wasted without accomplishing anything. Being energetic and restless, you require outlets in creative accomplishment; otherwise you experience moods and depression when faced with monotony or inactivity. Others often find it difficult to understand you. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.
