Your first name of Sindhurupa has given you an eagerness for knowledge and an intense desire to do something worthwhile in life. You find it easier to write your thoughts. Your intense, driving nature must find outlets in creative accomplishments and progress to avoid moods and periods of depression. You suffer inner turmoil and moods at times especially when you feel misunderstood, and being extremely sensitive, you are easily hurt and offended. As you resent interference, and are extremely self-reliant and proud, it is difficult for you to ask another person for help during trying times. You crave to be understood and appreciated, but your aloofness and self-contained nature often rebuff the affection and love you so much desire. You cannot tolerate boredom and monotony. Although you appear aloof to others, a loner with few close friends, there are times when you would give anything to be spontaneous and natural, rather than guarded and reserved. Many people do not realize that you have a depth to your nature resulting from having thought a lot about life in many facets. Loving the outdoors, you enjoy outside activities and the beauty of nature in its many facets.