Your first name of Sinitalela has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.