Your first name of Sisalean gives you a poised, gracious, and reserved nature. You are not spontaneous nor adaptable to situations where there are constant interruptions. Your reticence has caused you to suffer aloneness and misunderstandings. If you sense that someone is being inquisitive about you and your life, you are adept at steering the conversation to other topics, or not answering questions directly. As you live much of the time within your own thoughts, someone can be speaking to you face to face, but you will be thinking about something entirely different and have closed out the conversation. Intrigued by the mysteries of life, you often ponder the deeper reasons for existence. You would like to be easy-going and spontaneous but it does not come easily. Because of your strong concentrative abilities, you can shut noises and activities out so completely that you may not even hear someone calling your name. You love to read and can develop great powers of concentration. The mysteries of life appeal to you in your search for an understanding of the greater picture of life.