Your first name of Sitiwardah gives you a friendly, congenial personality and causes you to desire activities involving people. You are not comfortable having to make major decisions. Others do not always realize how sensitive and aware you are of their thoughts and feelings toward you. It is hard for you to face an issue directly and say “yes” or “no” and mean it, though you have a quickness of mind that enables you to respond with artful diplomacy to evade unpleasant situations. Although you may dream of better things, you find it hard to maintain the drive to go after them. You have a strong emotional nature that, if not kept under control, could be detrimental to your health or result in problems in close personal relationships. Weaknesses in your physical body show in either the fluid functions or the digestive and eliminative tract. This name brings the tendency to magnify small issues out of proportion or to become too involved in personality conflicts. While you do have many fine qualities, the tensions created by this name do not allow you to enjoy a full and complete life. You desire refinement, understanding, and appreciation, yet sometimes your outward attitude does not reveal your innermost feelings, and thus you have never felt truly understood.
