The name of Sivakumar creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. However, you prefer to avoid routine, monotony, and menial tasks. It is much easier for you to share your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing rather than orally. The outdoors often acts as a panacea for times when you feel distraught and pressured. You dislike crowds and prefer solitude, or experiences shared with only a few close friends. Either you may live an idea night and day, or lose interest completely. Yet, even out in nature, you cannot just stop and relax, but need to be active in some way such as canoeing, hiking, fishing, climbing, in order to provide an outlet for your restless energy. This lack of communication creates unhappiness and moods of depression. Your feelings tend to build up within you and, if you cannot release them through a creative, constructive channel, you could suffer with frustration, moods, and much inner turmoil. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.
