Your first name of Sivamani contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. While your name brings you some very fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. Your fondness for rich food lacking in nourishment, compounds your problems. Thus you are subject to glandular disturbances, poor circulation, and weakness in the fluid functions such as kidney or bladder problems, swelling of the legs and ankles, or a weakness in the female organs. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.