The name of Sivilai creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others. Your obstinate traits and candid expression have, at times, spoiled friendships. Thus, you have too often created the wrong impression, and friendships have suffered. There are times you have regretted the rage and fury you felt, yet it is difficult for you to control your feelings. Because of your definite ideas and opinions, you work best on your own, free from the advice or interference of others. Overtaxing your nervous system by being under too much pressure brings about your temperamental reactions. You are inclined to do to excess the things you like to do. This quality can spoil friendships and create losses in the affections. You have very intense feelings and find it difficult to maintain stability and happiness.