Your first name of Sjahdai contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Asthma, flu, and pleurisy are the types of illnesses to which you could fall heir. You have an appreciation for music and the arts and, with training, you could be artistically creative. Although mentally quick and intuitive in recognizing the thoughts and feelings of others, you experience a lack of fluency in verbal expression in responding. Problems could also develop in the heart, lungs, or bronchial area. Although you are a kind person and are very desirous of association and friendship, you are really quite shy. As a result, you often feel nervous, self-conscious, lonely, and sorry for yourself. Therefore you find it difficult to express your thoughts as freely as you wish and, thus, others do not find it easy to get to know you well. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have.