Your first name of Sode contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Your fondness for rich food lacking in nourishment, compounds your problems. You would give anything to be natural, fun-loving, and expressive. There are many things you would like to do. Because you are far too receptive and sensitive, you feel other people's thoughts more than you should. Although you are a kind person and are very desirous of association and friendship, you are really quite shy. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. Since you lack self-confidence, you are reluctant to take steps to resolve a vital concern, even though you feel quite strongly about it. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.