Your first name of Soendra has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, your activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. Family and home life are important as long as a routine does not become monotonous. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, then your desire to please brings out your best. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods.