Your name of Sohai has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. Others find it a challenge to get to know you and although you want affection, friendship, and understanding, your aloof, shy qualities rebuff the attention of others. You do not find it easy to articulate your deeper thoughts and feelings; it is much easier for you to pen your thoughts. Even in being reprimanded, you tend to take a haughty attitude and refuse to be advised. You are constantly on guard for fear of being criticized or ridiculed. You intensely love the outdoors and all the beauties of nature. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature.