Your name of Soika makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. You desire affection and understanding but often leave the impression that you want to be left alone. You work best without interference, in projects that require concentration and close attention. You are quiet and gentle mannered as a rule, preferring silence to argument and turmoil. Difficulty in expression results in your being too positive, blunt, and candid in speech and although you are easily offended by others, you do not show it. If given the opportunity, you would find it easier to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through creative writing or artistic endeavour, but even along these lines, you sense restrictions in your ability to express as well as you would like. It is challenging for you to reveal your deeper thoughts and feelings, as you tend to be self-conscious, reserved, and secretive. You enjoy exploring and observing animals and birds in their natural surroundings. There could also be a sensitivity in the heart and respiratory organs. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
