Your first name of Soldans has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.