Your first name of Songja has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. Your close friends are few. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.