Your first name of Songnian has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life.