Your first name of Soosh has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. Sometimes giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. You are an emotional person. You thrive on encouragement and appreciation from others, and kindness goes a long way in bringing out your naturally cheerful disposition. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. An appetite for these types of foods over time can cause health weaknesses to centre in the intestinal tract or liver and cause an overheated bloodstream which throws off poisons through skin conditions such as acne or eczema. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.