Your name of Soshika makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. You are earnest and studious, but can be stubborn and fixed in your ideas and opinions. If given the opportunity, you would find it easier to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through creative writing or artistic endeavour, but even along these lines, you sense restrictions in your ability to express as well as you would like. You crave affection and understanding, but rarely find it as others do not understand you and accuse you of being cool and aloof. This lack of expression causes turbulence and frustration which you could seek to relieve through physical activity. You enjoy practical creativity which calls upon your originality and ingenuity. The crashing of waves against the shore, mountain peaks silhouetted against a dusky sky, are surroundings that help you to experience peace and contentment. It is challenging for you to reveal your deeper thoughts and feelings, as you tend to be self-conscious, reserved, and secretive. There could also be a sensitivity in the heart and respiratory organs. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
