Your first name of Soshu has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. If you perceive you are being taken advantage of, you can become overly critical and complaining. You are imaginative and visionary, somewhat of a perfectionist, yet the results of your efforts often fall short of your high expectations. Although you know what is expected of you, you feel awkward and embarrassed when drawn into delicate situations that require extreme tact. Your feelings are strong and you tend to react intensely to situations. This name tends to create a quick temper, mostly because an inability to express your thoughts and feelings with clarity leaves you feeling tongue-tied. Your desire to help also makes you generous, sympathetic, and loyal in your friendships. The tension and frustration resulting from this restriction could cause you to suffer with severe headaches or sinus problems. You could also experience head tension such as headaches, weak eyes, or throat problems. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed.