Your first name of Sosila has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.