The name of Spackaa has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. You seldom express your deeper thoughts for fear of being ridiculed or your meaning misconstrued. You have a clever imagination and an ability to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through composition and poetry. If given the training, you could excel in music, art, or drama as you are refined and sensitive, emotional and temperamental, and can be easily and deeply moved by music, drama, and affection. At times, you are very inspired, desiring to be with people and to entertain others as the "life of the party," while at other times you are aloof and choose to remove yourself entirely from association. You dream of romance, but you have experienced heartache because of your idealistic qualities. You would give away your last dollar if you felt it would help someone in need. You rarely experience the tranquility that comes with stability of thinking or emotional control. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire.