Your first name of Sparhawk contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Kind but shy, you appear calm but suffer inwardly from nervous tension that saps your strength. You realize there must be much more to life than what is just on the surface and it is the wondering that fascinates you. You are not inclined to be analytical enough to protect your thoughts from the influence of others. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. While your name brings you some very fine qualities, these are overshadowed by the effect it has on your physical body. As you do not like to create issues, you do your best to avoid conflict with others. You find the mysteries of life and mind to be intriguing, and you enjoy reading especially about mystery and romance or possibly the occult. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have. As a result, you experience moods of depression and self-pity and often avoid facing issues.