The name of Spijker creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. Theoretical work that requires planning, concentration, and close attention to detail interests you. Delighting in mystery, you are drawn toward occult sciences. You would give anything to be outgoing, expressive, and spontaneous, instead of serious and taciturn. You have a deep, artistic, and creative side which shows through a love for music and literature. It is much easier for you to share your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing rather than orally. You sense far more than you understand or can put into words, and often respond to your intuitive feelings. You have an ability to concentrate and work intently on anything which holds your interest. Others often find it difficult to understand you. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.