Your first name of Spiralhead has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. Your close friends are few. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.