Your first name of Squawnell creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. String instruments that simulate the sound of wind passing through the trees appeal to your love of the outdoors and its natural beauties. You have learned to hide your innermost thoughts and feelings. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. There are times when you read that you do not hear what is going on around you. Privacy is important to you. Thus, you could suffer with morbid and confusing thoughts leading to depression and anxiety You love to read. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within.
