Your first name of Targoutai gives you a friendly, congenial personality and causes you to desire activities involving people. You are not comfortable having to make major decisions. Even with lesser ones, you prefer to talk them over with a respected friend or associate first. Procrastination, which arises from not being sure of yourself, is one of your major weaknesses because of your preference to avoid issues or unpleasantness in all forms. This uncertainty and indecision undermines your initiative, positivity, and vitality. Although you may dream of better things, you find it hard to maintain the drive to go after them. You require new ideas or concepts to be presented in complete detail before you can understand them properly and accept them. This name brings the tendency to magnify small issues out of proportion or to become too involved in personality conflicts. You desire refinement, understanding, and appreciation, yet sometimes your outward attitude does not reveal your innermost feelings, and thus you have never felt truly understood. While you do have many fine qualities, the tensions created by this name do not allow you to enjoy a full and complete life.
