Your first name of Tessarai has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. People may consider you haughty and aloof because of your sensitivity and reserved ways. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. As you are extremely impressionable and easily hurt and offended, you are hesitant when it comes to revealing your deeper thoughts and feelings. Being self-conscious you do not like to be the centre of attention, yet you would like to be more expressive, outgoing, and spontaneous. Lacking confidence, you tend to depreciate your own value and ability, yet you could excel in creative writing or design as an outlet for your imaginative, poetic qualities. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area.