Your first name of Thurgadevi creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Your sensitive nature causes you to lack self-confidence, and to withdraw from arguments or turmoil, as any discord reflects quickly through your nervous system. Under the right circumstances, you can be very dramatic, creative, and clever and could excel in the acting field, the arts, or along musical lines. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. You have an appreciation for all the fine and beautiful things in life, and could excel in music, art, drama, or literary undertakings, where you could find an expression for your deeper feelings that you would not find otherwise. You have learned to hide your innermost thoughts and feelings. It is far easier for you to express yourself through verse and composition than orally. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.