Your first name of Toast has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.