The name of Tourquoise creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. It is much easier for you to share your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing rather than orally. You prefer to limit your friendships and associations to those who share your interests and appreciate your quiet, refined ways. Yet, even out in nature, you cannot just stop and relax, but need to be active in some way such as canoeing, hiking, fishing, climbing, in order to provide an outlet for your restless energy. You dislike crowds and prefer solitude, or experiences shared with only a few close friends. Sometimes pent-up emotions, however, cause you to lose your temper. You revere the vastness and wonderment of nature and can find a measure of peace and harmony when active outdoors. Writing is a more natural mode of expression for your deeper thoughts and feelings than the spoken word. Your feelings tend to build up within you and, if you cannot release them through a creative, constructive channel, you could suffer with frustration, moods, and much inner turmoil. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.
