Your first name of Tubagul has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. When you are with acquaintances and strangers, you tend to be reserved and reticent, shy and secretive but, on the other hand, with close friends you can sometimes be the life of the party, expressive, humorous, dramatic, and fun-loving. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.